New Life

What do you do when you get the life you always wanted, only to discover you don't know what to do with it? I loved being a stay at home mom when my kids were little.  It was what I always wanted to do.  Then I had to go back to work and my heart broke when I put them in daycare... not that it wasn't a wonderful daycare, but it wasn't me.  Now I'm home again and they are in school.  I love picking them up and being here with them in the afternoon, but I am by nature a social person.  I do like the sleeping part, I won't lie.  Most days I take the boys to school and then come home and go back to bed.  Or I do some cleaning and then take a nap.  But I miss people.  I miss doing stuff.  I mean, I can go do stuff by myself, but that gets old.  And really, what is there to do besides run errands?  I guess I'm going to have to go ahead and start doing some work... I'm bored with being here alone.  Sigh.  I'm so disappointed :-).  Maybe if I start subbing a few days a week I'll feel better.